you are my child..

i came across this and i love it! :)

life lately

life lately has been full of a lot of emotions from one extreme to the next. excitement, happiness, fear, worry, sadness, disappointment, anger.

as many of you all may have already know, i have been very disconnected lately. i just have been trying to heal from our loss and trying very hard to move forward. a little over a month ago i miscarried. shocked that i was even pregnant, the pregnancy was very short-lived. andrew and i have been on this roller coaster of emotions ever since. things the last month has simmered down quiet a bit, i usually have good to okay days but on other days, it is just so heartbreaking.

so life lately for us and liam has included a lot of nesting, reading, cuddling, playing at home, music, and laying in bed doing nothing at all but i have vowed to pep up and get into the holiday spirit.

1. liam in sandrail (pismo beach, ca) 2. finn<3 3. macarons 4. hand picked roses from liam & daddy 5. midna & oliver 6.camping in the backyard 7. sara 8. adele 9. front yard fun 10. my mother's day card to my mom<3 11. fall breakfast 12. fall dessert, pumpkin gingerbeard baby bundt cake 13. bedtime stories on the record player 14. baby liam 15. buttons! 16. track shorts 17. reading

intimate & beautiful

reflecting, remembering, and missing our special day! it was such a beautiful atmosphere surrounded by beautiful people!